The days go by, but nothing changes how I feel. Feels like I'm stuck in a really bad routine. As a person, I need change, because I get to comfortable, and my performance lacks. I like routine, and I like familiarity, but I need to get myself out of that comfort box.
It is now less than a month before I finish uni, no career direction is mapped out. All that I think is coming up for me is full time work at Harvey Norman. I havent yet discussed it with my boss, but I think he won't mind the idea at all. In a way I want to work full time as soon as possible, just so I can start earning that weekly wage, but working in an environment such as Harvey Norman also has its downsides. I don't have all that many job responsibilities, so a lot of the time (due to my fault of liking to get things done as soon as I receive a task to do), I am sitting at my desk doing nothing, smiling and daydreaming, about the dream that will never come true.
I have been sitting here listening to Israel Kamakawiwo'ole's Somewhere Over The Rainbow song the whole night. It is so mellow, but I love it. I have got to find some motivation to determine some of my life plan. Need some direction and inspiration. Yet, there's nothing at the moment except for closed doors, and closed minds. I want to get away, I need a holiday.
posted by loza @ 9:59:00 PM
4 Comments:
ditto to all those sentiments! I think a lot of people need some time out at some stage to think about where they are going and what they want...at least that is what I keep telling myself!
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